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Sometimes, you just have to suck at something

Tonight, while sweating up a storm, a spark: Sometimes you have to really just suck at something before you can start to get with it.

In the last five years, my life has changed at least as many times.  I set goals and succeeded at a lot of things.  But I fell flat on my face a few times too.  I’ve been injured and sick at times, and I used that as an excuse to stay on the couch.  I let each of my failures dictate how I’d spend the next few months.

For me, that meant wallowing in a sort of self pity.  I felt sorry for myself all the time.  I couldn’t even walk down the street without being reminded of just how much I screwed up on the one thing I believed so much in.

A spark: Maybe it doesn’t have to be that way.  After all:

Success consists of going from failure to failure without loss of enthusiasm.

-Winston Churchill

and

Life is full of setbacks, success is determined by how you handle setbacks.

-A Shopping Bag

Do I need to fail more?  I’ve learned more from my failures over the last few years than I’d ever learned by succeeding at anything.  (Remind me, and maybe one day I’ll get more into that, and how a major setback at work led to a major epiphany…)

So I remember, thinking to myself when I moved to Kits, that there would be “no more excuses”.  Screw that.  Excuses are something that you make for something you don’t want to do.  The real joy is in surrounding yourself with the people that you want to be around, and kicking ass at the things that make your life — and their lives better.

So, this is now.  And that’s really it.  Is it the excitement of something new?  Or is it the spark of nostalgia?  Or does it matter?  It’s a spark.  And it’s my job to share sparks with you.

Moving forward…

12 minutes left

Uggh, riding on the trainer is super boring. But with the iPad nestled on my aerobars, it’s a perfect opportunity to write a quick blog post about my training. I have 59 days until Oliver, and feel like it’s more of a challenge than I’m ready for. I got to the 1 hour mark on tonight’s ride and thought to give up, but then I remembered something: this feels amazing, to be spinning away, watching movies on the iPad, and sweating up a storm. Tomorrow I swim & run. And now, I only have a few minutes left on tonight’s ride, so it’s time to give it my all. Happy training!